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[17 May 2008|01:03am] |
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there is a time that i really miss. it was a time where i felt like i was just beginning to live life. i would drive everywhere in my new (but not new) dodge listening to the same Elliot Smith CD over and over again. Those were the days when i felt careless and full of youth. I felt less composed which all together left me with an uplifting feeling of freedom. I have so many choices i have to make for my future and i hate it. I want to live my life on the outside. i want to do something different. i hate monotonous routine. i just want to drive, have fun, and to never have a silly worry cross my mind. I have a wonderful boyfriend who completes every aspect i lack. he is my soul mate and i have no doubt in my mind that he wont be the one. at times, our relationship does revolve around routine. i'm trying to break out of that but also trying to keep our relationship stable. sometimes routine is hard to break. i want to experience what life has to offer with him willingly. travel, graduate, learn something new, go to culinary school, live in a loft, help someone who wants to be helped(what's weird is that im probably no different than anyone else with these kind of hopes = contradiction of my own self). ugh. enlighten me! im so scatter brained lately.
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[11 Oct 2003|04:57pm] |
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I'm terribly sorry, this journal is for friends only.
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